There seems to be so much happening that I find it difficult to catch my breath. This season is a different season than I have previously expererienced. Reflecting on these last months leaves me to feel ineffecient. As a distracted multi-tasker I have an endless need for a sense of time important, high impact living. Ineffeciency may seem like a strange word to use for my life, but that word strikes an important chord deep within. It has taken so much time and energy to get my family here and settled(?), kids in school, team here and on the same page, getting to know and understand the city I live in, and be happy and lead with alot of faith. I am tired. Tired because trying to reboot life is a difficult task to undertake, and when you have people and expectactions that come with you, it increases the trajectorary of the stress spike. I know there is hope - always. Ultimate, literal hope of living out the resurrection that I am already dead and Jesus is life. Hope that my petty mistakes are leading me down a path of upward humility. Hope that God's people are the living, breathing Good News to a fractured humanity. Hope that circumstances will change.
Pray for me that I will endure with great grace the road ahead. Travel, speaking engagements, family life, church start pressures, and peace of soul require breathing in the grace of Jesus. Breathe with me - deeply breathe - feels good!
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